A mother’s love
is tangible and true.
There is no doubt of it
for the babe at her breast.
The love of God
leaves room for doubt.
In our search for
milk and honey.
I am as one grumbling
in the wilderness;
descended from those
ancient wanderers.
Ripped from the womb
and cast to the ground.
I toil and I till
until Your return.
Return me to my womb,
that native land which raised me.
Or lead me across my Jordan,
through death into rebirth.
I never doubted my mother’s love:
so plain to see.
But you hide Your love:
I struggle to know it.
I was born of flesh,
I see with fleshly eyes.
And I felt the warmth
of my mother’s hands.
But You are spirit
known only by spirit.
If I must go,
then rip me from this land,
and cast me to the wind:
or feed me manna by Your hand.
~FS